Jamie managed to convince me to play Anarchy Online again. *sigh*.
I feel bad about Saturday. I promised to go to a friend’s daughter’s 1st birthday party, but opted out because Lucien’s buddy was visiting for a barbecue. The buddy never showed up, and the time was wasted. I heard later on that some of our other friends didn’t get to go to the party, for other reasons I don’t know. I hope my friend didn’t get mad at me.
Sunday, another bad thing. My mom means well, but she does put everything to a guilt trip. That’s why I didn’t go to the fellowship, but to the lunch afterwards. Forgive me, Lord.
All these, though, make me feel superficial. As if my mind and heart are in total war, and I am stuck in the middle deciding which one to choose. I have too much going on, too much to think about, but have nothing to do. It’s weird, but yeah, that’s how I feel. Blah.
I Have Cramps 